Friday, February 27, 2009

Another Big Let Down

I was on the phone with Publishers Clearing House and based on what was said, I thought I had a better than even chance to win the $5000 a week for life. No Such Luck. I was to call back at 7:15pm on Feb 26 to find out.
The numbers given to me over the phone were not mine. I was very disappointed - still am.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I Shared My Deepest and Darkest Secret

I shared my deepest and darkest secret with my best friend, Rachel.
I have actually put the gun in a place that is not easy to get at, so I will have the time to reconsider, if it should come to that. I once had it in my mouth and at the very last minute, changed my mind - the phone rang and it gave me that last second to think.
I became a little sadder today when she said that she felt betrayed by me and she fully trusted and believed me in the Berry Tree. Many of the things I said have turned out to be un-true, but at the time I said, what I said, I fully believed it to be true. Nutronix made so many changes that most could not comprehend or keep up with. As I understand, they were purely based on legal problems that were brought upon them by other MLM's.
They promised a guarantee and now they can't keep their promise. I and many others, have been betrayed by Nutronix, I really didn't betray Rachel or anyone else in my down line. The company betrayed us all and now I and many others are dealing with the domino effect.
It really hurt when she said that - I had to take a moment to recover from my emotions.
I have decided to forgive her for that statement as she is under a lot of stress due her condition.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Something Seems Wrong

I have asked the doctors about my test results a couple of times and have been told they don't have them back yet.
Usually, I can get the results within 3 to 5 days. So, I am wondering what it is they are not telling me.
I am going to keep pushing them until they get pissed off and finally tell me.
Up Date:
Just got the results, looks like I will live long enough to pay the bill.
Why do I have so much pain every day????? They don't know.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Screwed Again

I invested $100.00 in a new HYIP that Jim said was a good one.
It was called "YouMilex".
They went bust - no payout.
Screwed again, by the fickle finger of fate !!!!!