I HAVE A SISTER

Last evening my daughter, Lisa, called and we spoke of her relentless hunt on "Ancestry dot com" for our backgrounds and just information.

She has uncovered a wealth of information that I didn't know. First off... I have a sister. I always believed I had a twin sister and she died at child birth. At least. that's what I was told and the funny part about it is the name given at the time happens to be correct. Her name is Sarah and Lisa has her address someplace in California.

There is a lot of other information she shared that fills in a lot of blanks that I have had for years.

She is still digging and at some point in the summer when we visit her in Georgia, we will put all the information together in some sort of cronological order that makes sense.

I will be able to update my Novel about my life noiw that I will have all the pertinant information to do it with.

WOW... I am excited !!!!!

My Dreams are So Different Now

I always have more than one dream every night, but I can only remember the last one clearly.

Rachel hasn't recorded any for a couple of days, so I guess she can't remember them like I do. I wonder why, I have talked to other people that say they can remember most of theirs.

At this very moment, it's noon on sunday and I am waiting for her to sign in.

I love chatting with my bestest friend ever..... I wish she had more time to give me sometimes.

I wish I was as young as she is for just one week. I would visit and go dancing every night for a week. We would have a wonderful time... Some day I will visit, I have promised her that. I always keep my promises.

I am recording my dreams

I have started to record my dreams and I am sharing them with Rachel.

It's a picture into my mind that I have little or no control of as we dream stuff that we wish we didn't. Sometimes my dreams are very violent and other times they are scary. Luckily, lately most of my dreams are benign and I feel comfortable sharing them.

However, since I began sharing them with Rachel, I will share the worst ones too.
I know she will be surprised at some of them, I am surprised at some of them.

Lisa has began to dig into our ancestry thru the web and has uncovered some really wild stuff. One of the things she says she found out was that my mother and father weren't actually married. They just pretended they were.
I told her to keep on digging and keep me informed. She did say that I was all over the map on the hunt.. I guess she will share that with me soon.
I remember asking my mother, when I was 55 yrs. old about many things that didn't maake sense to me and she told me that If I continued that line of questioning, I would no longer be welcome in her house..WOW!!

Maybe Lisa will actually get the answers I have asked for from my mother. My mother died shortly after I asked he about stuff and I thought it died with her..... WHAT IF IT DIDN'T ?????

Do Wishes Ever Come True

I wish My Best Friend was able to share the webcam with me as we used to do.
At the end of this week, it will be 3 months that the webcam hasn't been hooked up.

I have asked quite a few times to get Jon to set it up, however it never gets done.
I keep sending my picture hoping that she will be able to reciprocate and send me an invite.
I will stop asking, but I will continue to send invites to her.

I have said I would help her with the ads and so far I have. I hope they don't figure it out, but if they did ... what would they do. They already stopped me from using adsense for supposedly clicking my own to make money when, in fact, I really didn't do that.
Anyway, my wish for the day is that she get it going again.

Who knows, maybe wishes do come true...

It's been a long time between postings !!!!

It's been 5 months since the last post.

I stopped posting as I was so disgusted and depressed.
Maybe I will start up again and share it with my very best friend as she is sharing her's with me.
It's very late now and I am so tired, I can't really get into it.

I will try again tomorrow, it's a day off...

Just keep checking this blog and I will keep you informed as best I can.
Catch you later best friend.....