Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Doing My Best To Help

I am doing my best to help people that I know and those I care for dearly. I pray for all those that need it and try to get involved with the problems that they are having, but it seems like it's not enough. People are getting sick all around me and they are having other problems that I am trying to deal with.
I give my money away, I give people the shirt off my back and finally, I give my heart away. It doesn't seem to be enough sometimes.
My grand daughter and her son (my great grandson) are living in a house that is heavily infected with mold spores. This could kill them, but they can't sell a house like that and basically don't have anywhere else to go. I don't know what I can do for them, my house is too small. Doreen has offered, but, so far no one has said yes or no to that. Her husband would would have to relocate and get another job and that's tough right now.
My best friend, Rachel, has lost her downline in The Berry Tree and was totally shut out of the Autobuilder and Nutronix. I really feel if she sent in a "Ticket" to them they would re-instate her membership, but they won't rebuild the downline. So, I must take on that responsibility to try to do that, she must also apply herself to that end also. I have placed her in the same catagory as my own daughters or a member of my immediate family. I know it's a fantasy, but I really feel that way about her. That's what makes me feel obligated to do what I can to help her.
I will keep on trying and hope for the best.
Christmas is almost upon us and we are not going to be able to give the kind of gifts we usually do. Money is so tight and I was out of work for 3 months, which cost me about $3000 in lost wages. Thank god I still have my job to rebuild with. I really feel for those that don't.

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